Losing Crutches

“No manna appeared that day, and it was never seen again. So from that time on the Israelites ate from the crops of Canaan.” Joshua 5:12 (NLT)

Have you ever wondered what the Israelites felt like when the manna stopped coming? If you remember, after the Israelites escaped from Egypt and miraculously crossed the Red Sea, they began to disobey and fall away from God. As a result, they were left to wander in the wilderness for 40 years until the disobedient generation passed away. During all that time, God fed them in the desert by giving them manna every morning.

Have you ever wondered what it felt like when the manna stopped?

If it were me, I must admit that I would be afraid that God was upset with me or that I had done something very wrong.

But the truth is that God took away the manna because He was pleased with the Israelites. The Israelites had just crossed into the Promised Land, had just circumcised the existing generation & had reestablished the covenant ceremonies — most notably celebrating the Passover for the first time in decades. God was very pleased with the Israelites. And the manna stopped the next day.

Sometimes we cling to crutches. Sometimes we hold on too long to things that we needed when we were weaker or less mature … but no longer need as we grow. Sometimes it is time to lose the crutches.

God gave the manna to provide sustenance when His children were in the desert with little to no provision. But once they entered the Promised Land — a rich, fertile land, flowing with milk and honey — they no longer needed the manna. God had given them plenty of provisions in the Promised Land.

So He took away the manna.

Sometimes we need to let go of the crutches. Like when we encourage our toddlers to let go of our fingers as they are learning to walk. It is because we love them that we take away our fingers — because it is ultimately for their good that they learn to walk on their own. Because we believe in them and want them to grow strong and capable.

God too was pleased in the Israelites. He believed in them, wanted them to grow strong and capable, and provided all that they needed. So He took away their crutches.

And maybe He is asking you to let go of some crutches too. Maybe you are holding on to something you used to need but is now really holding you back. Will you let it go?

Because I know God loves you and believes in you and wants you to grow strong and capable. Will you let Him take away the manna so that you can eat from the crops of Canaan?


Growing Pains

“I pray with all my heart; answer me, Lord! … I cry out to You; save me!”  Psalm 119:145a-146a (NLT)

Have you ever watched the parents of a young baby (or been one yourself) as they oversee their young one learn to roll over?  If so, then you know how hard it can be to watch your baby struggle over and over again in learning how to do things (like roll over, hold up her head, or begin to crawl).  To sit by and just watch as they struggle over and over … all the while, resisting the urge to help them or do it for them.  It’s hard.

But we know that if we help them … if we rescue them from the discomfort of learning and achieving these milestones on their own … we ultimately handicap.  By rescuing them out of the struggle, we are actually doing them a disservice.

I was working with a chiropractor the other day whose practice actually centers around “relearning” these basic early movements that we either didn’t learn or didn’t learn appropriately.  Perhaps our parents rescued us too frequently from our struggles, or perhaps we never learned to crawl, or perhaps we were rushed into certain stages too quickly.  Any of these have muscular and structural implications for our long-term well-being.  So, in many cases, we have to undo or relearn some very basic movements.

And all this makes me think of God.

In the Psalms, we watch David beg God to rescue him over and over.  Often today, people ask why God isn’t rescuing them or the world from a particular struggle.  Sometimes, I too wonder why I haven’t been rescued from certain struggles.

Maybe it is because God, in all His wisdom, knows that if He rescues us, He would actually be hurting us.  Maybe God, in all His love and kindness, actually restrains Himself from rescuing us … because He wants us to be fully functioning more than He wants us to be temporarily relieved.  Maybe God, because He loves us so much, suffers with us through the growing pains … so that He can celebrate with us at a later date.

David seemed to know that only God was the Author of all that is true and just.  David’s trust in the Lord was unwavering, even when he wasn’t seeing God’s rescue.

So may your trust also be unwavering … and mine … as we struggle through whatever growing pains the Lord allows.  “Be strong and take courage,” reminds David, “all you who put your hope in the Lord!  For He has shown His unfailing love.”  (Psalm 32:24, 21 (NLT))